So here is my wish list online for now. if you can't see it. Well, I'll post more too.
http://www.wishlistr.com/buymegifts
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
So,
To be perfectly honest. I am pretty broke, like pay for milk with change broke. I do not take government funding, money, whatever. Mostly because well, I couldn't even if I wanted to. 1. I bust my ass because I have too much pride and 2. I just don't. Anyway here I am. I usually have more shame than this, but not anymore. Most of the shit I want I've wanted for a very long time and to be perfectly honest I just can't afford it. I do have tons of bills in collections mostly medical and a lot of shit I couldn't afford to pay back. I only took out so many loans because it was either that or let my family be homeless. So now, I am paying the price. We rent a room out in a home. We share a bathroom with 3 other people who rent rooms here also which sucks, because I am suck a clean freak! Oh BTW my husband is in debt too, because well he had a shit ton of kids before we met and well, child support is a bitch. We have to pay it so no complaints, it would be nice if the state would consider our living arrangements and our kid, but sadly they don't give a fuuuhck. My kids needs come first. If they need things I don't hesitate. My step children don't need much. Their mother does take government help, she is employed and she collects 990 dollars from us monthly. More power to her. My son on the other hand doesn't get much of what he wants, but more of what he needs. He's too young to notice what is going on. Which breaks my heart at times. I will buy him his food, clothing and sometimes fun stuff, or necessities before I even think of buying myself things. And if you all are like, "well you have internet and a phone, you're obviously not that bad". Yeah well I do have a job I do use the internet there and the monthly rent we pay goes towards wifi. So, blah! As far as the phone. We share a prepaid phone :) yay us!
I don't really know how to accept gifts or money so...
I don't need help with my bills I'm taking care of that. I just want things for us. Mostly me, because why can't I have things too. So it's for all of us.
P.S If my husband knew, he'd flip. He doesn't like asking for things and neither do I but I figure it's anonymously, kinda. So who cares.
-No Shame
To be perfectly honest. I am pretty broke, like pay for milk with change broke. I do not take government funding, money, whatever. Mostly because well, I couldn't even if I wanted to. 1. I bust my ass because I have too much pride and 2. I just don't. Anyway here I am. I usually have more shame than this, but not anymore. Most of the shit I want I've wanted for a very long time and to be perfectly honest I just can't afford it. I do have tons of bills in collections mostly medical and a lot of shit I couldn't afford to pay back. I only took out so many loans because it was either that or let my family be homeless. So now, I am paying the price. We rent a room out in a home. We share a bathroom with 3 other people who rent rooms here also which sucks, because I am suck a clean freak! Oh BTW my husband is in debt too, because well he had a shit ton of kids before we met and well, child support is a bitch. We have to pay it so no complaints, it would be nice if the state would consider our living arrangements and our kid, but sadly they don't give a fuuuhck. My kids needs come first. If they need things I don't hesitate. My step children don't need much. Their mother does take government help, she is employed and she collects 990 dollars from us monthly. More power to her. My son on the other hand doesn't get much of what he wants, but more of what he needs. He's too young to notice what is going on. Which breaks my heart at times. I will buy him his food, clothing and sometimes fun stuff, or necessities before I even think of buying myself things. And if you all are like, "well you have internet and a phone, you're obviously not that bad". Yeah well I do have a job I do use the internet there and the monthly rent we pay goes towards wifi. So, blah! As far as the phone. We share a prepaid phone :) yay us!
I don't really know how to accept gifts or money so...
I don't need help with my bills I'm taking care of that. I just want things for us. Mostly me, because why can't I have things too. So it's for all of us.
P.S If my husband knew, he'd flip. He doesn't like asking for things and neither do I but I figure it's anonymously, kinda. So who cares.
-No Shame
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